Before when I was a tad younger (20-25 years ago) I would start writing a piece and often forcing myself to finish it on the same day—with mixed results, of course; so around grade 11? onward (or whenever I start using Sibelius) I started putting them into a collection of unfinished fragments and most of them stayed that way indefinitely. Again, mixed results.
So I just stop caring and I will finish works if I could but wouldn't cry myself a river if I don't, they stay unfinished...This one is peculiar; I have ideas within my head, but I just don't want to write. Actually, just don't want to do anything really. So here, lol?
(I was figuring I have been steadily pumping out a piece per two months and lately I was considering a suite to be played with one hand...then the Grainger piece reignited my fascination with Anglosphere-and-commonwealth(??) sounds during first half of 20th century so this were the initial puzzle pieces and building blocks...mega bloks..)